hey! toDAY i feel fucking depress.. haiz! the reason is that i receive news from friends,that area 5 CI or HO has a problem with me or soME WHAT DON'T like how i run the atc!!
what IS really the problem i also don't know.. ya.. but they say that i do things to get the lime light.. is that true?? haiz and i don't think i wanna the lime light.. i do wats task is given to me with pride..but for otherss is different.. ya.. plus as for the unit thay say i to protective towards rafael and edwin.. and i like doing thing on my own..
YA SO WAT I M PROTECTIVE TOWARDS THEM.. CAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN THEM AND I WANT THEM TO BE A better CI THEN ME.. WHICH THEY HAVE ALREADY PROVE THEMSELF.. YA.. SO WATS WRONG IF I M CLOSE TO THEM OR PROTECTIVE TOWARDS THEM.. IS IT WRONG?? FOR THE AREA THING I DON'T KNOW LA.. WAT EVER I HAVE DONE I M SO
SORRYYA AS I M WRITING THIS I M CRYING..(INSIDE LA) WHAT THE FUCK.. LETS STOP HERE.. BB
SAD, USELESS, STUPID,PROTECTIVE, AND WHO SUCK
SHAIFK
HEY I KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN BLOGGING.. SORRY I GUESS I M LAZY TO TYPE LA.. HAHA,... HMM LIFE HAVE BEEN OK LA.. I RECENTLY QUIT MY SCHOOL AND NOW DOING NOTHING.. THE REASON I QUIT IS THAT MY TEACHERS ARE ALL BUYIES.. YA.. ALL OF THE SUCKK.. OK I WILL TRY NOT TO USE BAD WORD TIS TIME ROUND.. HAHA.(WEIRD)..HAHA
IF THER IS ANY ADVISE PLS HELP ME.. PLS? I M IN NEED OF HELP..
AND RECENTLY I FEEL WEIRD.. IF U WANNA TO KNOW MSN ME.. AT shafikhoot01@hotmail.com
ya that all for today..
bb
weird guy
SHAFIK
hey it have been awhile seen i blog.. sorry i have to study la i kana debart for the chi bye turning exam.. fucking shit bastard wat the fuck i do just didn't attend sch for 3lesson and argue with the fucking teacher he debart me.. chi bye.. he see my face not happy then debart me wat i his toy to play huh?? bastard..fuck the teacher.. well said enough about him.. will write soon after come back from batam..
cya ppl..
they guy who got debart
shafik
