FUCK THE WORLD: July 2006

Sunday, July 30, 2006

mann jonathan rock.. hear this.

shafik

Friday, July 28, 2006

THIS IS MINE FIRST TIME LOST OF WORDS AS I M WRITTING MY DAILY BLOG.. MAN!

WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY IS THAT I HAVE GOTTAN OVER IT AND I DON'T REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT..

REALLY!!..

POEPLE HAVE TOLD ME NOT TO GIVE UP, AND SOME TOLD ME GIVE UP LA!

BUT I HAVE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND, THE ANSWER IS I HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP..

CAUSE ONE HAVE TO MAKE ONE HAPPY!

I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE AND DECISION FOR EVERYTHING I DO..

PLUS I DON'T WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE ANGRY,SAD OR ANYTHING UNPLEASENT..

I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY, AND STRESS FREE!=) HEHE.. YA.

HEY ALL I WANT YOU TO KNOW IS THAT I HAVE I HAVE GOTTAN OVER IT AND I FEEL HAPPIER.. SO LETS NOT THINK ABOUT IT.. I WANNA MOVE ON.. HAHA.

SHAFIK

Thursday, July 27, 2006

today i feel much more better from what i have been feeling the past few days. i took all mine guts to ask and the out come was wat i expected.. haha. i understood why and what was the reason.. so i was not sad or angry.. in fcat i was having this feeling of joy in me, cause i manage to say it out.."well there is more la to say but nah save it".. hehe.. but we all have to look at the bright sight, if we don't what can we gain from it? sadness? ya lor! or even life has to go on man! ok let drop this topic .

band concert was fucking great.. its one of the best performents i have ever seen them perform. the solo was excllent cause i teach them what..hah. plus i wanna thank sherina and her friend for coming to the concert with me.. and the poeple who was supported me in all ways!

the happy guy now!

shafik

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

THE PAST TWO DAYS I BEEN FEELING VERY HAPPY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME. THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT I WAS OFFER MINE AREOSPACE COURSE AGAIN.. MANN I M SO HAPPY...

NOW COME THE BAD PART.. THE REASON I SAD IS THAT I LOST THE FIGHT TO MINE CLASSMATE WHO TOOK MINE MONEY.. THE THE OUTCOME NOW IS THAT HE CAN TAKE HIS TIME TO PAY.. HAIZ I M A LOSER MAN.. PLUS I I M SORRY THAT I HAVE TO SMOKE TODAY.. ITS ONE OF THE RULE IN A FIGHT.. AND ITS GOING TO BE MINE LAST FIGHT EVEr again

THE HAPPY AND SAD GUY

SHAFIK

Friday, July 21, 2006

mann this is funny.. hear it.. beware of bad word.. haha

hey.. today has been a long day.. i was shoot during npcc tranning for lots of stuff.. m i fit to be a CI??, i have given up hope in the person i like.. haiz.. wat to do i m always creating trouble and ?? nvm i have no mood to write a thing.. well i give up on you.. that final..

but the best part i really wanna write is that i love mine sec2.. they have make me so proud.. the won the pl thingy!! man i love love love them.. is like i train them for 2 years and this is the out come.. man.. the have won all comp under me.. haha..thks sec2 for trying ur best.. raf thanks being there to motivate them and ya lots of thing..well and back to the first part i give up on you..

shafik

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

HAIZ.. I M IN TROUBLE.. MINE FRIEND IN ITE TOOK ALL MINE MONEY AND RAN AWAY WITH IT.. THAT MONEY WAS TO PAY THE BOOKIE FOR WHAT I LOST IN THE FINAL.. SO NOW THE BOOKIE IS PESTERING ME FOR THE CASH.. I FEEL LIKE KILLING THE FRIEND OF MINE AND MYSELF.. BUT I WANNA TO THANK WHO HELP ME RAISE THE MONEY PPL LIKE DARREN, RAFAEL,TIMOTHY,RYAN AND LET HOPE MR KHOO CAN LEND ME $100.. WELL I REGRET BETTING NOW.. I M SO SORRY TO CAUSE THOSE PPL WHO HLEP ME OR TOLD ME NOT TO BET.. SO SORRY.. WAT M I TO DO NOW?? I M CASHLESS DUE TO MINE FRECKING CLASSMATE WHO PLAY ME OUT..I FEEL SO GUILTY NOW.. ALL I CAN DO NOW IS TO FIND FOR A WORK AND PAY THOSE PPL.. AND SAY SOORY AND THANKS FOR WILLING TO HELP ME... THANK YOU ALOT DARREN,RAFAEL FOR NOT LOSING HOPE IN ME AND TRYING ALL WAY TO HELP ME RASIE CASH.. WELL DURING ONE POINT I WANTED TO BORROW MONEY FROM LOAN-SHARK.T SEEM LIKE THE ONLY WAY OUT.. BUT DARREN HELP ME AND SCOLDED ME NOT TO GET MONEY FROM THEM.. MAN.. I MUST TREASURE HIM AND RAFAEL.. IF THEY WERE TO BE IN TROUBLE OR NEED ANY HELP I WILL HELP THEM IN WHAT EVER I CAN.. HAIZ..

WELL LETS HOPE I WILL BE ABLE TO RAISE $300.. YA

THKS ALOT PPL FOR HELPING ME..

THE LOSER
SHAFIK

Monday, July 17, 2006

HEY PPL, LOOK LIKE I HAVE COOL DOWN SINCE THE LAST TIME I blog.. THINGS LATELY HAVE BEEN OK JUST THAT RECENTLY I HAD PRAYER FOR MINE GRANDPARENT AND THE NEXT DAY MINE UNCLE PASS AWAY! HAIZ.. LIFE DO LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH US NOTICING IT.. FUCK.. BUT WE HAVE TO BE READY FOR THIS TYPE OF THINGS.. LET NOT TALK ABT DEATH.. LATER I CURES PPL.. HAHA

WELL THE LATELY WOLS HAVE INTAKE 2 MORE WOLSIES.. LINYI AND DANICA.. WELCOM TO THE FAMILY.. HOPE U THE TWO OF U WILL BE EVEN WOLS..

TOADY MINE MOTHER BIRTHDAY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA.. BUT THE THING ID THAT I HAVE NOT GOT HER ANYTHING DUE TO SHORTAGE OF CASH.. SORRY MAMA.. PROMISE I WILL GET U SOMETHING WENT I GOT THE CASH.. WELL BUT IN THE MEAN TIME I WILL STUDY HARD AND MAKE U PROUD.. LIKE WAT TAYLOR HICKS SANG DO I MAKE U PROUD.. MAMA I LOVE U A LOT AND NOT MAKE U SAD ANYMORE.. K?

WELL THAT ALL I HAVE FOR NOW LA.. SO STAY TUNE TO MINE BLOG.. HAHA

SHAFIK

Saturday, July 15, 2006

FUCK ST GABRIEL'S NPCC UNIT.. CI ALL LIKE FUCK.. NOT BE BUT THE REST.. HAIZ.. MAN.. REAFEL NOT CI I WILL QUIT.. THAT'S IT..

SHAFIK
THE ADVISOR

Friday, July 07, 2006

mann today one hell of a day.. nah no mood to talk about it.. haha

found this sond nice hear.. so wanna share it with u ppl,

ci shafik

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

HEY LONG TIME NO BLOG.. HAHA.. SORRY LA I LIKE LAZY TO BLOG.. HMM LOTS OF THINGS HAS HAPPEN AND I LATELY CAN HANDLE IT LOR.. THINGS LIKE npcc unit psroblem family problem and bookie doesn't wanna to pass me the fucking cash..

for the unit stuff i call melvin just now and tried to settle stuff with him and he say the i have not done my job as a ci?? is it true?? fuck la.. ge also never do wat he suppose as a fucking ci.. talk so big.. ya ya papaya.. chi bye.. when he and yaun long not in good term talk so nice to the rest of the ci.. say thing like u wanna to transfer to other unit.. the when u got rejected u come back to st gabriel u act like u damn big shot..!! who the fuck u think u r?? prime minister?? fuck u understand..!!

family problem
it is always about the most stupid and fucking father of mine?? y on earth i got him as a father??y la?? i wanna to know.. pls someone tell me leh??
talk about him make me angry..

bookie
fuck la they like extending the time la.. then i still have to pass xt the frecking money.. faster pass me the money leh??(bookie if ur reading this..)

yup that all i have to say..

ur not so bad ci

shafik