Sunday, August 20, 2006

SAY SAY SAY.. lately i have been having lots of problem at home.. parent fighting, hope that fucking beast(faher) die of and accident and die.. really if that day happen i will be the most happiest guy on earth.. plus lots of things have been on my fucking mind.. school fees, problem at home, the ppl i owe money and one more thing that i won't say at all.. how am i going to settle this.. i am a bum leh.. alway having this type of problem..why must i suffer?? why huh?? isit i did something wrong before.. haiz i have to face it la..
i m not fated to have any good life..
well i would like to thank rafael and xiaoting for being there listening what i have to say this past few days for hell for me.. currently i m staying at rafael house cause my family ran away from home.. so i decide to stay at raf house cause i hate staying with my aunt la.. thanks bro for all the help you been helping me all this while.. i owe u alot mann.. i really don't what to say at all..
i m bless to have friends like you two. i can only say thanks..
well that all i have to say for now.. lets hope everything is fine and my fucking dad die this week..
shafik

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Monday, August 14, 2006

Yo i'm back to blogging.. well many things have happen lately.. things like wols having a wonderful birthday party, problem with poeple??, and i caught two of mine cadet smoking!

first things first, the birthday party... i'm so sorry for those people who i didn't call and sort of play u guy out.. this party was for wols only.. pls understand! ok.. as for the party ok not really party its more like bbq, it was ok la i find it a boring one really.. sorry! but i feel that if u wanna to have a great party all should have the mood to be high and learnt to mix around with others..but the party was ok la at the end. i manage to laugh a little.. and i manage to play rockets.. but listen up WOLS to make the group flame still burning, i want all of u wolsies to mix around and share what ever problem you have in this group. don't keep it inside your heart, nothing will be slove.. pls i want this wols thingy to last.. i can't do it alone i need u people to play your part.. k??

and the sad thing that happen today was that i caught two of mine sec2 cadet smoking.. i m really sad and i feel so useless and a big time loser!!all i wanted of them was not to be like me. "for your infor i use to be a somker drinker,ganster and i did what ever bad things u can think of".. the fact wats i don't want them to lead to my old path.. i want them to be someone out there.. not a loser like me.. please people help yourself..


well all the past was the past.. i want to forget about it and move on and change them..

thats all i have for now..

bb


shafik

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hey at last i m blogging haha.. well i have been doing lots of lame shit lately.. if u want to know ask me i don't write lame things on my blog.. ha.. ya just ask me k?? well i have been ponning sch.. the reason is sian la.. ha.. so i have to get rid of the bad habit!!

i am so happy thing have gone back to the way it was before.. and the things that i have to say is that i m confuse.. ya that all



SHAFIK

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