Regret!
i guess i should not have told anyway... now it seem weird... too me surrounding it's really a important thing la.. i just hope it gets better in time to come... welll fun time has come to a ending... two weeks of hell endurance...
i hope i can take it and mentally prepare...
shafik
the path that i am in doesn't lead me to no where, it's time to get myself a gps to ensure where i get too... not get fuck in the end:D
oh well it's out already.... how do i feel now
I'm not sure either.... all i know the process will be hard...
shafik got to take and just smile whatever happen...
many
ppl say good one is on the way or u deserve someone better.. too me that's all word of comfort and bullshit.. all my life i have been getting this shit... and i came to a point where i can't be a fuck
abt it... words can mean so much just by saying it.. and doing the process or waiting for it can be even tougher....
James told me to move... HONESTLY i want too and trying but time takes it
tooooooo slow to heal.. hate those feeling inside hate feeling like this and hate to see my surrounding affected...:(
For now it's just quite time for me and more of myself time......
shafikthe guy learning to take it like a man
been a while since i blog...
when i do blog means i feel shitty.. i have been feeling this way for very long...
ever since i saw the two of u all close..
the feeling of losing is not very... feeling of giving up all those years for some i am close too.. EVEN harder.... why la.. i want to see u and him happy but it seem too me i can but i have been doing it for fucking past don't know how many time... i am weaker then i have ever thought...
waiting years for u is totally not easy... giving up is harder.... i love too see ppl happy
YES i am say i am alright but I AM NOT...
inside me it's like sharp pain of losing...
seeing u and him makes me cry... sigh....
bro make her happy pls
shafik
love to see pl happy
