Thursday, November 23, 2006

hey been a long time since i blog..

there is something i would like to share with you all! it's a song that i have been touch or make me move on with life! some of you all have heard of this song and find it as another song.. but listen to the lyrics.. you will understand.. the sond is Joey McIntyre - Stay the same





the lyrics

Chorus:

Dont you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Dont you ever say
You dont like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
Youre better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause theres nothing bout you I would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Dont be afraid
If youve got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way

Chorus

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
Youll make it through

Chorus
Dont change...
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as you ppl view or listening to the song. all i have to say i would prefer you as wat you are.. i wonld not want to change you cause i think ok not think but m sure that your the best in wat way you are..

during the campfire i sang this song and i hope the cadets have really been touch cos i want them to know the are perfcet in their own way..

take me for example i have been rejected but so many ppl.. and i have always wanted to be like my friends who have no problem with anything at all... and as l hear this song, my thinking have change.. so i hope you ppl have done some thinking and soul serching..

shafik




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Saturday, November 04, 2006

shila
i could see the fake smile on your face.. i know the pain your feeling my dear! i pity you, for being force to do wat you don't like.. but maybe it's for your own good. well i will pray for you to have the happiness you will have in the pass years to come!!poor you..

hmm i guess wat you say is true.. we are drifting apart and i hate the feeling of this.. maybe we are just not mend for each other.. i guess wat my friend told me i can't forces love and that one to like me.. i had enough of heart break and rejections.. do my forehead state " reject this bastard"!! and i think wat my mum say is true wait for them to come to you not you seek for them.. and you can't seek for love, but love happen when you don't even notice it at all! is it true?? well let it be tho.. ya my main thing now is studies.. i can't affort to not to have a decent job and not support my mum, and if i were to have a family i can't affort not to support them too! so school here i come.. but i really wonder wat i would be when i grow up??

i hate myself for being like this..

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Friday, November 03, 2006

heeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllooooooooooooo! ok i'm crazy..

well i just talk to one of my female classmate on the phone today, and the shocking part is that she getting married on the 4 nov! what the fuk man! you marry before the one(shafik).. hah kidding.. but really she only 17 this year and she getting married?? siao.. ok i talk to her and ask her WHY SO EARLY MARRY? her reply was "i was being force by my parents.they say thaT i would have no future due to my studies.. and they have found me a guy whom can support me for good"! poor shila.. i pity her, so what if your in ITE, it's not the end of our life jornary? we willl be able to find a proper jobs and support ourself.. YES. our pay maybe little but at least we have a proper job.. sometime i hate to have parents controling our lifes? this is marriage we are talking abt! we can force one if the one doesn't wants to marry.. it's going to a burden for her. plus she don't even like that guy she marrying.. of cause la got better guys like me! lame.. all i can do now is wish her all the best and pray for her to have a wonderfull life.. but remember shila i would always be here for you! if he bullies you i whack him until he mati sial! sad one of our clique is gone!

well for me i'm perfectly A-OK! things at home getting better , school's fine, friends i don't know.. well sian la blogging i would only blogg if i have things to say.. i don't really blog abt my day, but i blog abt my feelings..ok la gtg.. bb











congrats to the both of you.. may you find happiness.. and we seem to be fadding away more! why?







shafik

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