Saturday, November 04, 2006

shila
i could see the fake smile on your face.. i know the pain your feeling my dear! i pity you, for being force to do wat you don't like.. but maybe it's for your own good. well i will pray for you to have the happiness you will have in the pass years to come!!poor you..

hmm i guess wat you say is true.. we are drifting apart and i hate the feeling of this.. maybe we are just not mend for each other.. i guess wat my friend told me i can't forces love and that one to like me.. i had enough of heart break and rejections.. do my forehead state " reject this bastard"!! and i think wat my mum say is true wait for them to come to you not you seek for them.. and you can't seek for love, but love happen when you don't even notice it at all! is it true?? well let it be tho.. ya my main thing now is studies.. i can't affort to not to have a decent job and not support my mum, and if i were to have a family i can't affort not to support them too! so school here i come.. but i really wonder wat i would be when i grow up??

i hate myself for being like this..

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